Sunday, 16 August 2009

Positive or not !

What does one do when they discover a lump in the breast? This is my current dilemma, I have a scan and biopsy at 9am on Wednesday. I do not now how I am meant to feel. I do know I am a positive person, and will continue that way for ever, but even being positive throws up insecurities. I know 89% of lumps are benign, but still that unknown fear remains, what if this is one of the 21% that is not. I guess I could look on it as a way of easily losing weight should a radical mastectomy be needed, ever the optimist, would I really be bothered at losing my breast’s, I think that is an unknown until facing the decision. I do however feel very alone right now, but will continue to put all my energies into my writing, and keep you posted of this dilemma.

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